My Cinderella story part I

Dear Allah,

Ya Allah give me the strength to pass this time,

the time when the step mom is angry to cinderella,

when she does not want to talk anything to Cinderella,

when she never look at to the Cinderella,

when she does not care to the Cinderella anymore..

is Cinderella did so much mistakes to you step mom?

is Cinderella did something wrong to you step mom?

is Cinderella hurt your heart step mom?

What do you want exactly from your Cinderella?

Cinderella just want you to know that she has feeling (it does't seem with her step sister that hasn't heart at all),

Cinderella hurt,.. step mom,

Cinderella pain,.. step mom,

and Cinderella cry...

A glass of milo or A glass of sweetened condensed milk????

I'm a milo lover, you cannot deceive me about the taste of it.

Well...today I have lunch in a small fast food restaurant.

I order a chicken steak and a glass of cool milo.

Then, I drink that "milo" ..but I was shocked because the taste is not milo at all (it is a real sweetened condensed milk!!!!). I very dissapointed with that and promise to my self that I will never back to that restaurant. I've already complain about that service, but nothing. The owner still said that it is a real milo. hello...I know so well how the taste, and it is exactly not milo.

Yah, for the first and the last I go to that restaurant..

Love Without Asking Return Part II

She is younger than me, but she has taught me about this life. Taught how hard this life, and how easy this life. Sometimes life felt so hard because you make it hard, but If you make it easy, it will be very easy. All of your life depend on your self. She taught me everything. Life isn't hard, just depend on which way you choose it. A long or shorth path, a smooth or rough way, a happiness or sadness tears. Only me myself and you yourself who know the answer. Just try to love everyone without asking return in our life ^_^

My favorite song ever

Back to december

I’m so glad you made time to see me
How’s life, tell me how’s your family?
I haven’t seen them in a while

You’ve been good, busier than ever
We small talk, work and the weather
Your guard is up and I know why

Because the last time you saw me
I still burned in the back of your mind
You gave me roses and I left them there to die

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December all the time

These days I haven’t been sleeping
Staying up playing back myself leaving
When your birthday passed and I didn’t call

Then I think about summer all the beautiful times
I watched you laughing from the passenger side
And realized I loved you in the fall

And when the cold came, the dark days
When fear crept into my mind
You gave me all your love and all I gave you was goodbye

So this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night

And I go back to December all the time
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

I miss your tan skin, your sweet smile, so good to me, so right
And now you held me in your arms that September night
The first time you ever saw me cry

Maybe this is wishful thinking
Probably mindless dreaming
If you loved again I swear I’d love you right

I’d go back in time and change it but I can’t
So if the chain is on your door, I understand

But this is me swallowing my pride
Standing in front of you saying I’m sorry for that night
And I go back to December
It turns out freedom ain’t nothing but missing you
Wishing I’d realized what I had when you were mine
I’d go back to December turn around and make it all right
I’d go back to December turn around and change my own mind
I’d go back to December all the time

All the time